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Musings from the Laundromat: Conquering Hermit Status & KISS edition.

It’s been 3 weeks since I’ve sat at the laundromat.  Not for lack of trying.  Came 2 weeks ago – but no one showed.  But today, I’m here and in a show of solidarity, the WIFI is actually working!

So!  Let’s catch you up.

I’ve been ‘peopling’ in an effort to throw myself out of the house and beat this anxiety/agoraphobia stuff.

Last Saturday night I was to attend my bosses house for a small party with dinner and drinks.

Let’s just say, it ended with me bleeding and spending the week applying neosporin to the scrape above my cut and swollen upper lip.  May or may not have fractured my nose too – Super tender and I woke up last night to it bleeding again.

But, as they say, if you’re going to have too many beverages, it should be at your bosses house.

Said NO ONE EVER!

I called my boss in the morning and was assured I wasn’t inappropriate and that everyone had a great time.  The ‘incident’ occurred when she and I were outside waiting for my taxi.

She left me unattended for a brief moment to flag said taxi down, in which time, I managed to get out of my chair, lose my balance, break a fall with my face and stand up again.  See, this is why they hired me!  Excellent time management!

*Sigh*

Last night was a long anticipated concert that my mum managed to get tickets for.

KISS.

Now, I don’t know all of their songs, I’m not going to lie.  But the ones I know, I enjoy.  And KISS is such an iconic band that you really have to say “YES! I would love to see them” when asked.

She had 2 tickets, and with my bird out of the nest I didn’t really have anyone to take.

She decided to give the other ticket to a friend of hers who really wanted to go.  Then didn’t.

I met up with her at a casino she was staying at and received my ticket.

She mentioned that the other guy wasn’t going – but that she would walk with me to the venue.  (There’s no parking at this particular event center – it’s either take a shuttle or hoof it.)

We began walking and I started to get a tad nervous about how large the event was.

The seat assignment on my ticket soothed me however, front and center, 6 rows back!

We approached my destination and she stood with me in the line for security.

“What are you going to do with the other ticket?”

“Oh, it’s claimed.”  She replied.

“Mum, you can go, I’ll be ok.  You need to get back and get the ticket to the person so they don’t miss the start.”

“It’s ok.”

She kept walking with me and suddenly we were both at security and she was being scanned.

“You’re coming with me?!?!!!”

SURPRISE!

Did NOT see that one coming.

“You owe me big time.  I’m sacrificing myself for this.”

As it turned out – she had a blast.  As did I.  Seats were amazing, show was fantastic.

“Which ones are the originals?”

“Which ones are my age?”

Lots of questions – then much standing and dancing and singing along.

 

 

 

 

 

A great deal of that confetti landed in my top – in my bra – in my purse and in my eye. LOL!

I’ve heard a lot of negative comments about Paul’s voice, but I’ll tell you that live he sounded amazing.  Of course he’s not going to sound like he did decades ago – but they all performed incredibly!

We walked back to her casino (and my car) hand in hand.

“Look at us – like when you were little – only, now I’m the small one.”

A small firecracker!  Who went to see a band she had no interest in seeing to spend time with me.

This getting out and about thing may leave me with bruises sometimes – but I’m conquering my fears and making memories.

I hope for many more.

Musings from the Laundromat: Bad neighbors, Babies and Berlin

It’s topsy turvy at the laundromat today – which pretty much sums up my weekend.  Things I need to do have not been done … yet.  I almost put laundry off until tomorrow night, but a burst of ‘get your arse moving’ kicked in.

So I’m here and there’s only 2 other people currently.  Yet, my favorite seat is taken, there was no yellow coil cash card or laundry cart available – and my favorite machines were taken.

Talk about out of my comfort zone!

I’m ok.

I’ll be ok.

This weekend brought the unexpected – and I am glad for it.

Friday night, not so much.  My neighbors, who form the other two parts of a triangle like configuration with our houses, decided to get into wild screaming matches.  Not with each other even!

One house must have set the other off … “Hey, listen to them screaming and smashing things – we have to join in!”

I can be light about it now, but it was very uncomfortable at the time.  I never know when to step in.  It’s late on a Friday, they’ve maybe had long weeks and a few drinks and arguing isn’t against the law.

But when you hear threats of hitting … it’s hard to know if someone is in danger or if it’s just bluster.  My inner child cringes though.

I can’t even stand my son slamming things around the house.  Even in jest.  I beg him not to do it.  My stomach clenches and a whoosh of tangible fear travels the length of my body.

So suffice it to say, when there are angry raised voices and smashing and screaming – I don’t like it.

I awoke early the next day – 5:30 to be exact.  I was incredibly tired, but I’ve long since lost the ability to ‘go back to sleep’.  Once I’m up, I’m up.

It was still a little dark outside.  And peaceful.

I sat clutching my coffee and gazing up at the sky – then a thought came to me.  Wouldn’t it be great to stand between the two houses that offered me such audio the night before and just start screaming?

Wake THEIR arses up with a taste of their own medicine.

Of course, I didn’t do it.  I’m a lover not a fighter.

I had little motivation the rest of the morning – I just sort of scooted from one spot to another in the house.

Then the phone rang.  My boss has connections at the venue Berlin was to be playing that night.  I’ve been wanting to go ever since I saw the first advertisement.  Yes, he could secure me two tickets and we’d arrange later to meet up.

Color me happy!

I spent the rest of the day doing less scooting and more horizontally.  I put golf on the tv and had a short nap.  It’s not that golf bores me to sleep by the way, it’s more of a comfort memory.  The soothing tones of the commentators and soft claps from the gallery make for great white noise.

I awoke to Butters barking her head off.  She’d really been doing that all day – false alarms.  But this latest bark was in fact announcing the arrival of a guest.  Two to be exact.

A friend and her grand baby.

I love this friend.  We’ve worked together … well – in the same field and do business together – for 10 years.

I love that she just thinks to ‘stop by’.

She has a vibe to her that I won’t do justice if I try to describe.  You know I’m going to try anyway though.

She’s unpretentious and comfortable to be around.  She’s funny and warm and has dimples that join her eyes when she’s smiling.

You can’t meet her and not like her. You know how you’ll come across someone every once in a while who just has ‘that something’ and you can’t put your finger on it?  She has that too.

Okay – here’s her description lol: she would be the person in the animated forest that all the animated woodland creatures came to hang out with (move over Snow White.)  Only, she would be saying “get the hell off me” with a laugh in her voice and the woodland creatures wouldn’t be offended.

I was happy she visited – and happy that I got to hold this tiny foot:

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Phone rang again and now I had a meeting-up time to collect the tickets from my boss.

I had planned to do my weekend job that night – and I still could have if I gave up my visiting time.

I chose not to give up my visiting time.  I know what’s important in life.

Visit over it was time to get ready for the concert.

Here’s Nic and I waiting outside for my boss.  (Who happened to be waiting inside for us – isn’t that always what happens?)

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Concert was amazing.  I sang along to ‘The Metro’ and ‘Sex’ and of course ‘No More Words’.  I love exposing Nic to genres and artists he might otherwise not hear.

Terri Nunn left the stage and stood singing in front of me – I was able to get this picture.  And by the way – what a presence she has.  She loves to perform and she loves to dance – you can feel it.

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So here we are at the tail end of the weekend.  Sunday – and I have to squeeze everything I didn’t do into it.

That’s okay though – I am blessed with new memories, old friends and teeny tiny baby feet.

Workin’ to the oldies

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Working away today at my desk with a top 40 station playing in the background.  The DJ announces it was time for a song for all the hot moms out there – we’re going ALL the way back, they said.

“Yeah!” I’m thinking.  “Let’s go!  Let’s go all the way back!”

I was hoping for some Madness or Bon Jovi or Depeche Mode or something.

We went alllll the way back to 2003 with a Fountains of Wayne song.

WTH?!!!

In the past that sound bite has been followed by something from the 80’s maybe early 90’s.  I got to be part of the target audience!  I got to be ‘hot mom’.  Not today.

It then dawned on me as I remembered my son turns 18 next month – ‘Holy Shit!  I’m ‘Grandma’ age!’  I mean, God forbid – but I could be!

Calm down grandma – I’m not saying this is a bad thing, I am merely pointing out that just yesterday I was ‘mom’ age and now …

When did this happen??

I took this question to a friend who works next door.  (Who, by the way, has nearly 15 years on me and is one hot babe and just this morning sent me a hilarious squirrel picture).

We pondered – have we really changed?  I mean, yeah – we’re wiser and worldlier (is that a word?  Apparently not, in edit mode it has a red line under it, but it’s staying) have a better grasp of what’s important in life and know more ‘stuff’ – but the essence of who we truly are, the things we like etc. have remained pretty constant.

For me at least.  I still laugh at the same things I laughed at in my 20’s, still cry over the same things I cried over in my 20’s.  I still love to read, love falling stars – I’m still terrified to break the rules (I even do a U-turn to collect my mail so I’m facing the flow of traffic).

So now of course, my tangent brain takes this ponderance (also not a word) to a new level with this charming thought.

Those old men I excused years ago with an  ‘Aw … he’s old, he’s harmless’  when they grabbed or spoke inappropriately, were doing those things with their 20-year-old essence in their older bodies.  Ewwwwww!

Shame on you!  Shame!

Back to the music thing.  You know, I took my son to his first concert, it was the Beach Boys.  Then to see Bret Michaels, total trip since I was his age when my friend Donna and I saw Poison (with Ratt funnily enough – the irony caught up to me later).  Then just this last summer to see the Summerland Tour.

So we’ll end this with the photo of the Gin Blossoms singer Robin Wilson and this old grandma aged woman.

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Rock On! To all you moms out there – and rockin’ grandmas too.