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Finding Grace

Last night as I lay in bed I felt shame.

Shame for allowing myself to be sad and for voicing it when I have so much to be grateful for.

The saying ‘there are others a lot worse off than you’ came to mind.

Then I wondered – who then,  is within their rights to express their sadness or fears?

The person who has lost a limb?  But there is someone who has lost two – or was born with none.

The person who is undergoing chemotherapy?  There is someone who is terminally ill with no resources for any treatment at all.

The person who has lost the love of their life?  There are people who have never known love.

These thoughts flooded my head with  examples  ad infinitum.

My last thought before I found sleep, was the realization that I was looking for excuses for my behavior.

And that was unacceptable to me.




This morning, with a rested body and a more positive attitude, I was able to examine those thoughts without the end game being an argument for my negativity.

Sadness must be felt.

It must be because it is.

As simple as that.

It should never be discounted.

We should not tell people ‘you shouldn’t feel that way.’

Feeling pain or disappointment or fear is okay.

It must be felt.

Embraced – released – and remembered.



Not lamented.

Letting go doesn’t mean you’re erasing something – it means you’re acknowledging that you don’t have to stay with it.

But to forget cripples our growth.

How are we to be grateful for good when we have not fully experienced bad?

How to know joy when sadness was hurried away?  Brushed off as if it had no right to be on our shoulders?

As long as I can look fear or pain or sadness in the eye and ask the right question ‘What can I do about this?’  I should not be ashamed.

But never should I  sit in discontent without voice or action.


What about YOU? Part 1

I had come to the conclusion in an earlier post that something I love to do is learn about other cultures, and that one day I wanted to return to some countries I’ve been blessed to visit and share the experience with my son.

Thanks to a reblog, I’ve had hits from the U.S., England, South Africa, Pakistan, New Zealand, Spain, Malaysia, Canada, India, Japan, Australia and the United Arab Emirates.  Here I have an amazing opportunity to get some perspectives from a diverse group!

You could say in some fashion my wish was granted.

So here’s part 1 of ‘What about You?’

There are so many questions I want to ask – but let’s start with some random ones.

1) Where do you live, and what can you see outside any given window in your home?

2) What never fails to make you smile?

3) What is the most common misconception about your country of origin?

Can not wait to hear from you.

Peace. x