Rivers and Anticipation
In less than 2 weeks, I take the plunge – and I seriously hope not literally.
I will be boarding a plane – which, combined with my fear of heights, is the ultimate fear for me.
I will say, that on my new meds, I DID conquer Walmart! And not just Walmart, but, Walmart at its most busy. The sign up for the annual River Regatta.
People floor to floor signing up or buying booze or flotation devices. And I walked it, and I was amongst it, and nobody knew I was terrified.
I kept my head down, focused on being positive. Focused on being healthy. AND!
I did it. What did I buy? Watermelon juice lol. But, I freaking did it.
I’m so floored and ashamed of the way our river was treated this weekend. I don’t ever participate – I think mostly because I’m so pale – but, also, don’t want to be downstream from 30,000 people peeing in the river. Lol.
I spent my weekend loving those I love. My son, My future. And watching WAY too much Netflix.
But, on a side note,this was the aftermath of the event. Very disturbing. If you come to do this event, flipping clean up!!!!!!!!!