I remember believing with everything I had, that I could never love anyone more than her –

And then I had him.

And what breaks my heart and fills it at the same time, is that he’ll find the love of his life and less I’ll be.

I’ll slip in importance until perhaps I’m not a part of his totem anymore.

There will be friends made and important things to do,

Children and moves and jobs and places to be

And there will be me

Loving him – the same way I do today.

And missing him – in a way I don’t know how